From: Michela Ecks <michelaecks@yahoo.com>
Subject: Jail in the Future (first person prisoner)
Date: Thu, 30 Apr 1998 14:19:44 -0700 (PDT)





Jail in the Future (first person prisoner)

I am alone.
I miss the maddening crush of bodies.
I miss the dictatorship that made my job so easy
The command was sent out
	And I obeyed
I could do no wrong this way.

I am alone.
I sit in jail.
I do not regret my actions,
I only regret getting caught,
	Maybe I shouldn't  have sent the execution orders
I don't regret there deaths, only being caught

I am alone.
I spend my days damning those folks on Babylon 5.
I write messages of hate from inside my jail cell.
The War against darkness ended five years ago,
	And fool that I was, I chose the wrong side.
I chose dark because it was easier.

I am alone.
I will die here I know.
I have outside sources.
When I kill myself I won't do it quietly,
	Rather I'll go out in a blaze or fire taking the bastards of light
with me.
I await for the word.

I am alone.
I'll die alone.
I'll die in a fiery pit of my own making.
The mess was created by the new order
	And I didn't want to die so I followed.
Now I set the mechanism so I can die alone, here, now at the cost of
myself.



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