From: GrayCougar@aol.com Subject: "Shadow Of A Dream" short story Date: Wed, 3 Sep 1997 23:31:39 -0400 (EDT) Hi all. Here's something that popped into my head this summer. Disclaimer: Anyone you recognize doesn't belong to me. This takes place in the future of a somewhat darker alternate universe. SHADOW OF A DREAM I crawl through the rubble on my stomach, throwing a nervous glance over my shoulder. A Public Eye had spotted me a few blocks back, but I lost it when I ducked through an abandoned tenement, confusing its mechanical search-and-find circuits with the traces of electricity still running through the broken wires in the building. I must not have seemed too suspicious, since it hasn't come looking for me, and I haven't seen any of the other mechanical watchers that patrol every city on Earth--even parts as run-down as this one--ensuring that everyone maintains an "ideological purity." A deserted building, one side partially caved in, provides the perfect opportunity to stop and rest, leaving me out of sight while allowing me a clear view of the way I just came. After all, I may not have any mechanical tails, but there's still the human watchers to deal with. Even though the last of the loyal tax-paying drones moved out of this neighborhood years ago, there are still plenty of people who'll snitch to the government for money or food. I peer out of the remains of a window, checking for tails. A creaking groan behind me causes me to whirl, heart pounding. It was only the ancient foundations of the building settling further into the dust, but for a breathless second another person stares back at me. The old mirror on the opposite wall, despite numerous cracks running along its surface, had survived the years relatively intact. I let my breath out in a half sigh, half laugh, as I meet my own green-eyed gaze watching me. Seemingly of its own accord, on of my hands moves to my face, tracing the scar that pulls one eyebrow forever into a skeptical quirk. A memento of a too-close encounter with one of Clark's Nightwatch. The memory of that encounter clenches my hand into a fist, and I turn away from the mirror to avoid meeting eyes gone suddenly cold. I check out the window one last time to make sure there are no watchers outside, but there's no one following. Guess I was just born lucky. The thought twists my mouth into a wry half-smile. Yeah. Real lucky. I continue on, skirting the gaping holes in the streets and the hang-outs of some of the nastier gangs, stopping every few minutes to make sure I'm not being followed. By now I don't have to think about such actions. It's instinctive. One good thing about joining the Resistance, it's done wonders for my chances of surviving a walk down the street. Especially these streets. There are the mechanical watchers and human snitches, just like in more prosperous areas, and the occasional raid by the Nightwatch to round up homeless "volunteers" for the Citizen Labor League. But aside from that, Clark's goons leave this part of the city pretty much alone. And while that makes it the ideal place for the headquarters of the Resistance, it also makes it the ideal place for some the less-pleasant dropouts from society. So staying aware becomes a survival trait. But while my body takes care of the process of getting me where I'm headed in one piece, my mind runs ahead, wondering and speculating about the purpose of the meeting I'm going to. Never, in all the things I've heard growing up in a place where gossip was often the only entertainment available, have I heard of the General calling all of the Resistance together at once. Never, since that time several years before I was born when a dying star fell out of the sky to burn in the Unclaimed Lands north of here, when the General walked out of the forest and into the leadership of the Resistance, has she called us all together. Never in all these twenty long years has the entire force of the Resistance been assembled together. So what could have caused it to happen now? I finally get to the place the message said to meet. It's an old abandoned warehouse. It looks to be just about impossible to secure, but I know it is. Probably safer and more private than anywhere I've ever been before. The General never does things by half--and she's the best. There's someone waiting on the other side of the entrance I've chosen. Either a scout I didn't see spotted me, or one of the rogue telepaths that've joined us alerted the guards to my approach. If it was one of the teps, they already know I'm supposed to be here, but I sing out the password "Babylon" anyway. Some of those people have itchy trigger fingers. Once inside the doors, I make my way into the main room of the warehouse, an echoingly huge space, cluttered with forgotten machinery, with a makeshift stage at one end. I must have been one of the last people to arrive, since the half of the room where the platform is located is already crowded with more people than I've ever seen in one place before in my life. Yet for all our numbers, I feel my heart fall, for I know the people here are but a fraction of the numbers Clark has available to him. Not to mention the fact that, while his people are armed with state-of-the-art technology, the Resistance only has what we can cobble together...or steal. A sudden hush in the crowd pulls me out of my depressed musings. I look towards the stage and I see why everyone has fallen silent. She is here. The General. Mounting the steps of the platform, as regal as a fairy-tale queen in her faded black uniform with its embroidered sword-and-shield emblem on her sleeve. Flanked by the survivors of the group who had come out of the forest with her on that long-ago day. When she reaches the center of the stage she turns to face us, her guards falling into position on either side of her, scanning the room for possible trouble, the blue stones of their broaches flashing in the dim lighting. The silence in the room becomes, if possible, even more respectful as the General gathered herself to speak. After all, though you might not guess it to look at her, this woman was probably single-handedly responsible for keeping the Earth-based Resistance to Clark's dictatorship alive. On other planets, I've heard, there was more widespread rebellion to Clark's rule. But here on Earth, there was surprisingly little, because, for the most part, Clark kept the middle class happy. Sure there were a few more guards, a few more restrictions, but for the average individual life continued on as it always had, one day like the next. And that's all that most people really want. The Resistance was in danger of dying out completely when the General arrived. This careworn woman, her brown hair going slightly to gray, stepped in and took over, showing us better ways to fight. Ways to strike quickly and efficiently, and fade back into the streets before Clark's forces could arrive. She breathed new life into the Resistance, and today she called us all here. The General shifts slightly on the platform, and all my attention is focused on her. I notice that while her face and carriage are calm, her eyes are alight with blue fire. Then she speaks, and her words burn into my mind. "My people, today we are going to end Clark's rule." FINI. So what do you think? Gray